when researching blind contour i found this artist Ian Sklarsky. this is a video i found on this website http://www.coolhunting.com/design/ina-sklarsky.php of how he creates his pieces of art. This was extremely useful, as it gave me am idea of how to draw in this technique which meant i could experiment in his style.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i can’t work it out. feel so shit! i feel so stupid for feeling like this but i really cant help it. i dont want anyone i know to see how i feel so this is why i have come on tumblr, i need to express how i feel, i know its gay doing it on here but it make me feel better. this is the worst month, i just hope things start to look up!
things i have noticed are changing and i dont think its a good thing. some people are being different towards me and i dont know why, i can’t explain this feeling! but it makes me feel lost and down, i don’t know how i could change this, i guess i might have to put up with it. i wish you could see how i feel and understand!
feelings are very controlling and sometimes you can’t explain them. you can feel multiple feelings at once and sometimes you can’t understand them. i don’t know why i dislike the people i do and i wouldn’t say hate, because hatred is strong and believe nobody is hated. but i just can’t explain the feelings i have about people.
Marilyn Monroe = <3
this is the only place i feel i can express how i honestly feel. things have gone from bad to worse today, and i can’t seem to make myself feel any better or happier. i feel so embarressed and stupid, and now even the little things are making me feel worse. i havn’t felt this same sadness with myself for a very long time, i hate this feeling and wished it could go away. i need to know why this happened, and hope that things go right for once. :(
Summer coming <3
I hate the way some people try to undermine me, it frustrates me that you don’t trust my judgement.
I don’t understand this mental situation!